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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
1:02 pm - Vrooom, vrooomm...don't you just love the smell of new car in the morning?
I'm finally getting a car!!! Me, me, me!!! Yayy for me!!! It's a honda civic. those are the best and cutest cars in the world, and every asian needs one, lol j/k. It's silver and just absolutely beautiful!!

current mood: ecstatic

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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
4:06 pm - Hmmm...that's interesting...

You Are a Liberal Republican

When you tell people that you're Republican, they rarely believe you.

That's because you're socially liberal - likely pro-choice and pro-gay rights.

You're also not so afraid of big goverment, as long as it benefits people and not politicians.

You are the most likely of any Republican type to swing over to the Democrat side sometimes.

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Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
11:00 pm - i love quizzes
Though they rarely caused mankind any serious harm,
these Japanese fox spirits known as kitsune
were well known for playing tricks on people
and could be a real nuisance. They possessed
the ability to transform into any creature,
though they would often retain their fox tail.
One could easily determine the age and level of
maturity of a kitsune by counting it's tails;
An immature, rambunctious kitsune would have
very few tails, while a wise and powerful one
would have as many as nine.

As a kitsune, you are clever, sensual, beautiful,
mysterious and effeminate (even if you are a
guy). You are also somewhat sneaky and like to
pull pranks on people, but otherwise you are
very pleasurable to be around.

Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
1:30 pm - One nation under GOD...

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Thursday, September 30th, 2004
1:47 pm - ...And away we go!
So, my life is going semi better. I guess I'll myself and everyone a quick overview:

I got promoted to server at Outback, not that that's cool or anything, but it does pay better A LOT BETTER. Then I got a daytime job with Outback, basically doing what I do best and that's office work. It's actually not that bad and I've decided to just use my tips as my money to pay bills and my paychecks will go to savings, which for the first time in my life, my budget plan will work. I have reduced my massive $3000 credit card debit (not from shopping sprees, but actually because of school, DAMN UofA!) to a mere $900 debt that I can now pay off by the end of the 2004 calendar year. I also see a cool ass 1998 honda civic in the near future...please pray for me.

Since Rod's deployment, he's actually realized (well not that he didn't know before, but it's more clear now) how special I am to him and how much he took me for granted! Took his ass long enough, but oh well at least came around eventually. He's coming back next Thursday and I'm sooooo excited!!! I miss him sooo much. He's even coming back just in time for our one year anniversary. It's going to be so much fun having him home. I've been so lonely.

Well I have actually made some friends. Good friends that I can depend on here in Tucson. I do have a lot of fun. My goal is to be just a little more laid back at parties. NOT TOO LAID back, but just loosen up a little. I can be a little anti-social sometimes, okay all the time, but geeze I'm trying here.

I want to kill my mother in-law. I have decided that she is psychotic and bipolar. I do not exist to her at all. I'm like this girlfriend that is disposable. Well I'm not. So ha! I told Rod that I'm cutting her off, a bit extreme yes, but she needs a rude awakening. I haven't talk to my parents in over a year and it's still hard for me. I think I'll write them a letter...I just don't know where to begin...(any suggestions?)

Well, that's all I can think of right now.

current mood: blah

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Saturday, August 21st, 2004
6:52 pm
Okay so I haven't updated in a while. Give me a break, ever since school has let out I haven't had internet connection. Well I've moved out of the hell hole called Star Ranch. I hope they have better management this year for those poor freshman.

Well my freshman year didn't go as well as I hoped but then again, the pressure I was under wasn't helpful. With one pyscho bitch as a roommate, another that's a druggie then a japanese (that is very sweet and was actually the only one I liked) girl that I had to worried about whether she was tryin to take my man and on top of that be married and worry about money. OH yeah, if I forgot mention that um...I'm married. YEsssss, yes yes it was very much sudden, but I'm happy.

I do miss my people's tho. I actually miss Phoenix. We have our new apartment up in the foothills of tucson. It is really quiet up there, but so far from campus. That won't matter this semester at least. I've decided I'm completely burned out and i need a break. So this semester I'm just gonna work and save my money. Don't worry!! I'm definitely going back to school because I'm such a nerd and I already have classroom withdrawals!!! Oh the smell of new books and the monetary rapage of selling them back, lol! But yes I won't survive if I went back and when I do I'm going to be hard core school nerd!

I've decided that WellsFargo sucks and that I may sue them in the future! I will keep you updated about that. Well I gotta go. talk to you later! For those of you that I haven't seen in a while (abe and nemir and stacy and leah and myra...) I miss you guys and I hope you guys are having some fun at least!!

current mood: geeky

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Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
10:12 am
Today is a better day, Rod and I are still fighting but it's improved. If that makes any sense to anyone out there. I'm still crushed about the Christina Aguilera concert, but I'm bound and determined that one day I'll get to see her perform. It just wasn't my time to see her yet. When I do get to see her perform, I bet it's gonna be her best concert!

School is doing a little better. I'm busting my ass on the last of class projects and I'm studying my ass off for finals!! New hopes of the spring semester!!

current mood: hopeful

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Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
11:46 am
I'm so pissed!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! The Christina Aguilera concert is cancelled! All my hopes and dreams are squashed.

Rod and I are fighting.

Kim and I are fighting.

What's wrong with me?? Am I a horrible person where no one wants me anymore. Do I not do enough for people. Lately I just feel like people are taking advantage of me and not appreciating it, or if they do, they're not showing it.

I hate people suck!

sorry I was thinking too fast:

I hate people.

People suck.

current mood: angry

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11:35 am - Ha, Ha, Ha...beware bitches beware
Vernita Green (Copperhead)

You're Vernita Green! You've done a lot of things that you regret, and you're still trying to move on with your life. You won't hesitate, however, to use any means to save your loved ones or yourself.

Kill Bill: Which Deadly Viper Assassin Are You? (Vol. II spoilers... results with pics)

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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
10:56 am
P.S. I got this cool new icon from dancinchick251! I absolutely love it!

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10:42 am
I feel better today. I'm still a little depressed but yeah I feel better. I'm so happy I have my baby with me. He's so good to me. He takes care of me and everything. We're going to get a house. I'm going to have a house at age 19. That is so weird. I love him. Yes I do.

On other notes, school sucks I'm getting a D in my science class, not because I'm not capable but that there is no homework in the class it's all based on tests and the tests are so freakin hard that they could be open book tests and I think I'll still get a C. I took notes, read the books and I'm still getting a D in there. AT least I'm not the only one. A bunch of other people are getting D's and C's.

I going to Phoenix on Saturday night. That'll cheer me up some more. I need to give Kimbie her present and stuff. I spent way too much on her but it was vice versa. She bought me the whole freakin collection of the Sailor Moon movies/episodes. I nearly cried. We're going to have a moviethon when I get there after work. Sailor Moon here I come!

I bought my third Christina Aguilera c.d. I keep freakin wearing that bitch out. I need some new c.d.'s. Any suggestions, I completely open-minded to anything except country right now.

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Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
10:56 pm

current mood: ecstatic

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Sunday, March 14th, 2004
11:24 pm
Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?"

You love you family (what's left) dearly, and you're a bookworm. Get your head into the world darlin'

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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
1:40 pm
i've realized that I don't like to deal with reality especially when it comes to problems.

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11:39 am - a bunch of mumbo jumbo...
I feel like I want to throw up. I am so emotionally exhausted. I'm so tired of being dependant on others. I wish I wasn't such a fuckin burden on people especially Rod.

I hate his mother meddling in our business! Rod and I got into a fight yesterday and his mother called and left a message, cussing me out. I wanted to cry so hard, but I couldn't. It was like I had no energy to cry or else I would've. She cussed me out...

But then I got this wonderful surprise! Brandie called! yaaaaaayyyyy!! I miss her.

I miss Carlos

I miss Lyn

I miss Calandra

I miss Kimbie.

I want my brothers and sisters.

I feel horrible inside. I feel almost dead. Like I'm not worth anything.

current mood: crushed

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Thursday, January 29th, 2004
11:21 am - Oh how the horn will toot...
Okay so I got called for this informational meeting about this intership, well it wasn't cool, but it did sound interesting, so I went and met with someone, well after reviewing it last night I decided it was bogus and all these people are brainwashed. Well I had another meeting with this lady at 8:30 this morning and I didn't have her number or anything to cancel, so I was like hmmm...I just won't show up and then she'll get the picture that I'm not interested, because I know damn well that I'm not going to wake up 7 am to drive to campus to tell her "I'm sorry I'm no longer interested." I'm sorry but that defies all logic to me, well the bitch calls me this morning nearly wanting to cuss me out and was threatening me saying that I'm not suppose to stand up interviewers and that I'm going to be reported to Career Services and I'll have 3 points against me meaning other prospective employers going through the school will not talk to me. I was even more pissed because I told her that I had to go to class and she was STILL talking on the computer???? WTF???? I'm sorry, do I have a right to be mad? I have the right mind to report her to career services and have her get fuckin' 4 points against her!
On to more happier things, Roderick is going to buy me an engagement ring and we're going to save our money together. I already have $2500 saved up! Woo hoo and Roderick got a huge raise and stuff, so we're going to save that.
I'm having an Avon party this weekend and I think it might be a success. Hopefully... I need more money.
Lately I've been really happy which is good for me. Roderick makes me so happy. I believe he's the one for me.
Kimbie and I are going on a roadtrip next weekend, I think we're going to San Diego for the weekend.
I've been saving my money and I'm going to see Lyn in the beginning of March. Kimbie and Carlos are going to go with me. Yayy!! Carlos hasn't saved a dime and I want all of us to book tickets together. Well I gotta go!

current mood: awake

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Monday, January 19th, 2004
11:28 am
Okay...so I'm selling Avon and well I haven't really went all out for it. I want do better with it. I need help. I think I will post flyers all over school. RJ I may need your help. Do you think some girls in your dorm would buy some? If so please let me know how I could get a brochure to them. I really need the extra money. Hmmm I could probably advertise near sororities. I also want to start up an Avon website, so people who couldn't get a hold of me or don't have the time can order from me online. But the website costs money to run just for two weeks...Oh yeah I'm going to have an Avon party. It's gonna be kick ass. I'm going to have it on January, 31st. It's a Saturday. That'll be good. Hopefully I'll get some new customers. Well I gotta go. Any suggestions will help!

current mood: thirsty

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Friday, January 16th, 2004
9:20 pm - hmmm...
okay so I haven't updated in a while, but yeah a lot has happened. Rod took me to go see his family and his sister is sooo beautiful. She hated me at first, because she thought I was trying to take her brother away. But then she really started to take to me!!! It was so cool I made her laugh and we were ganging up on Rod. His family loves me too!! His dad said that I'm in the family no matter what. Even if Roderick and I break up or something happens in the future that I'm still in the family and that if I'm ever in California and needed a place to stay, that all I had to do was call him. I'm so happy they love me!! Yayyy!!! I'm in the family. I never thought I'd find someone to love like I do him, but I did. Thank you God, for bringing him to me.
For Christmas Roderick bought me dinner, a rice cooker (i've been wanting one for sooooo long!!), two shirts, jeans and an engagement ring. I bought him some Timberlands that were on sale and a tattoo of a coi fish on his right arm. That was sooo expensive, but that's all he wanted, so I got it for him.
This semester I plan on busting my ass on bringing my g.p.a. up. I really did slack on this semester. Roderick was soooo pissed off at me. He said he won't spend any time with me and he'll break my legs if I don't do my homework. He won't literally do it, but I need that kind of push right now. My classes aren't that bad. I'm taking French 102, Italian 101, Indv 102 (LGBT studies). That class is soo interesting. I'm glad I signed up for it. I believe it'll be very enlightening for me and I'll get to advance my knowledge of the Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Transgender community. I've decided to take three language classes a year. It was going to be two, but I figured I could take three. This year (freshman yr.) I'm taking French (of course) Italian and I'm going to take Spanish in the summer. Next year I'm going to take Chinese, Korean and Portguese. Well I'm getting tired. I'll update later.

current mood: irritated

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Tuesday, December 16th, 2003
12:22 pm
What's Your Holiday Theme Song?

Tina Marie, your holiday theme song is Let It Snow

Maybe you enjoy all of the year's holidays, but there's just something about this time of year… Even if Mother Nature cheats you out of a White Christmas, you know how to make the most of the season — whether with loved ones or strangers you meet along the way. Read more about your holiday theme song...

Ready for another challenge? Put your knowledge of poetry to the test. See if you know can tell metaphors from similes or haikus from sonnets. Take the Poetry IQ test!

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12:17 pm - haha i'm useless...
You are DNA. You're a smart person, and you appear
incredibly complex to people who don't know
you. You're incomparably full of information,
and most of it is useless.

Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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